I am Christian and love God with all my heart.

My life sucks.

Parents split up in 1990, 1993, 1999, back together in 1993, 1994, 2000.
Abusive dad 1990-1997 (cleaned up his act, PTL)
Dad dead 2002
Raped 2001
Suicidal 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006
Anorexic 1997, 1998, 1999, 2000, 2005, 2006
Cutter 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006
Depressed all the time
Borderline Personality Disorder
Pregnant 2004
Miscarried 2004- daughter, AEF
Mom to be remarried 2006
Friend's sister died 2002
Ex but at the time bf cheated on me- slept with a male friend 2002
Demerol addiction 2004-2005
Started counseling Jan. 2006
Starting Eating Disorder clinic June 2006
Starting Behaviour Modification therapy September 2006


First BF- CH- Jan. 2001-Feb. 2003 (on and off)
Second BF- R- Jan 2004-Feb 2006 (see a pattern?)
Fling- BB- Jan. 2006-June 2006

Currently in Uni, completed 2nd year pre-med and switched to math (entering second year)

Male Friends: BB, CE, R, TC
Female Friends: AV, EM, VK, NBK, AD, SS, KL, ED

Allergies: Garlic, Onions, spices, herbs, peppers, lactose, spinach

Oh yeah, and I'm disabled- I can't walk most of the time. I've been out of my wheelchair for a year now but it may or may not last.

Likes

• math
• cooking
• ana

Dislikes

• judgemental people
• sexual intimacy
• guys
• food